Maybe it's better this way. Maybe I've made the wrong decision. I don't know. But definitely your heart isn't here, it's somewhere else. Whats the point of holding on when I know I'm never gonna get you. Why is it always the case when it always seem so close but actually its very faraway. Why do I always have false hopes, hopes that lifts me high up to the sky and then tearing me all apart. Even when im so serious, I don't get what I really wanted. I don't understand. What have I done wrong, what have I done to deserve this. What's the point of getting so close when you're never gonna be mine. What's the point of making so many sacrifices when it's all in vain. It's just not fair, at all. I've waited for more than half a year but nothing happens. Yet some idiot appears and destroys the picture. It's easy to love a person, but it's difficult for a person to love you back. And it isn't love its one sided, its only love when its mutual. Things has been too hard on me, too much for me to handle. I've got a heart that is supposed to be as a whole, and not to be broken so many times. Sometimes I wonder if its a curse, that I somewhat cannot fall in love. Ohwell. As the saying goes, this is just life, face it. Maybe I'm facing it right now.
好久没在着里post了. 也是因为我很忙. 现在学校也加了很多压力,真的不容易. 其实我想了很久, 为什么爱情这么恨. 是不是我对爱情真的没有缘分? 我知道爱一个人很容易, 但如果你要他爱回你就难了. 着就是事实,什么改不了的. 明明知道追不到你,为什么还坚持着你呢? 我真的好累了, 我也没有勇气持续下去. 虽然我日日夜夜和你谈天, 但我也知道你心也不在着.也罢我不因该着样下去,因为我们活在不一样的世界,永远改不了这个事实. 也算是背叛了. 我只能够看到你的笑容,其它的我就不懂. 如果爱情象杯咖啡,冷了还漂着香味...... 希望不会在这样下去.
叶伟
Thankyou everyone for everything for the wishes and all.
I will list down the names to show my appreciation :)
Thankyou,
terry, charmaine, lynnette, marjorie, hui meng, putri, desiree, jolene, hweemin, wei lun, calvin lim, huijia, wee nee, dixon, joseph tan, joseph teo, samuel teo, wei yang, qingneng, qijing, eric, kwanloong, noelyn, justin, nicole, melva, edward, wilson, izac lu, jordan, ming, booncong, louise, norris, chuan ling, annan, zhi min, joey, rica, jean, luvena, edrick, suyi, sherdale, ilyasa, weisheng hengyee, deborah, priya, vann, xun wei, jackson, rexton, junhao, beng hao, jason, avriel, juntee, samuel lim, yuhang, harris, wanhim, kairul, caleb, jonathan, sq, wesley, siva, chutze, jiamin, jianyang, shawn, zai qiang, cassandra, chenyee, min long, michelle, and anybody else whom i happen to miss out :S
thankyou all once more.